Stagnation is our own refusal to humbly accept emotion


while we continue to believe these things are able to be practiced without penalty, we continue to worsen the condition of our own soul, and therefore increase its pain until we recognize the truth. The only way I can progress consistently and without limit is to emotionally accept that I am in a condition of error, that only God is the source of Absolute Truth, and that I must generate within me a pure desire to seek for and find His Truth. This is the only path that will set me free. To do this, I must begin to see myself how God sees me, and I must desire from the heart to come to know Him and His Truths. I must become God-Reliant. A side benefit of this course of action is that I will also come to know myself completely, and I will place myself in the condition of being able to receive God’s Divine Love  consistently. His Love is the only substance that cantransform me into a Divine Angel, and it will also create within me untold happiness. If I am not conscious of the Divine Love entering my soul, and assuming I think I desire it to enter me, then there must be something wrong within myself for this condition to exist. Although I think I desire His Love, I must not have a sincerely pure desire for it. So I must question my self truthfully and openly if I want to move beyond this condition of stagnation in regards to receiving and experiencing my Father’s Love. I do this by asking myself a few important questions on a daily basis. These are; 1. What events are currently happening in my life that demonstrate I am out of harmony with God’s Love and how have I attracted these events to my life? 2. What emotions within me are triggered by these events and are those emotions in harmony with Truth and Love? 3. Do I feel any emotional or physical pain? If so, what reasons within my beliefs, emotions, desires or passions could there be for my experiencing this pain? 4. How do I portray myself to others, am I being emotionally truthful and open? 5. Am I still doing things that God or a Celestial angel would not do? 6. How do I really feel inside, and what tools am I using to deny my feelings? 7. Have all my actions been moral and ethical? If not, what is the emotional cause for my being immoral or unethical? As most who know me realize, I have a notebook with me most of the time. I then use this notebook to write down things that I notice in my life that are not in harmony with my Father’s Laws of Love, based on my own honest answers to these questions. I then make those subjects a matter for prayer with my Father. Coming from a condition of sin, sometimes during my progression I have felt physical pain and yet not been able to identify its emotional or spiritual cause. Or I have experienced frustration. During this time I make the subject a matter of intense prayer to my Father, asking Him to demonstrate to me using whatever methods are at his disposal over the next few days what the true cause may be. I then make an effort to take notice of the events and circumstances that happen over the next few days to see what my Father is telling me is the cause of the issue. I am particularly careful to take notice of everything, even those things of what may normally be called minor, since I have found that it is often the instant mental dismissal of something that has been presented to me many times that has been the cause of the stagnation. He is so Merciful and Generous towards me that He keeps on showing me what is wrong within me even when I have repeatedly ignored the issue, and the closer I return to Him the more I remember the consistency of His Love.

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